Ganz knapp hinter der eigenen Wohnungstür ist da diese Empfindung von starker Energie, selbstbewusst und geordnet in den Morgen zu starten. Und man möchte diese Sekunde, diese Wahrnehmung am liebsten festhalten, festnageln, sich an das Handgelenk binden, um sie unterwegs nicht zu verlieren. (Alte Baustellen, neue Baustellen, enge Passagen, jede Menge Frust und viel zu viel Nähe. Treppenaufgang des Büros als Zuflucht und Ausstieg aus dem Trubel, wenn auch nur vorübergehend. Türen schlagen, der Fahrstuhl gleitet abwärts, Endgeräte schimpfen, auf der Terrasse warten die Tauben und alles fühlt sich klebrig und feucht an.)
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No sleep so far: A veil of clouds to keep a cluster of stars from the undeserving view. Different proximity similar non-dreams.
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Afternoon and the wind. Hours flying, bees dancing, ants climbing up legs. Breathing in shadows. Trying to not be seen. An exercise of silence next to the waves of the world.
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Past noon. The scent of these weeks. Meditation in details. Hiding from ones own shadow.
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An evening, again, of feeling that gap between mental time and measured hour. Clouds and sun and clouds came and went, indecisive and ephemeral, leaving damp, warm air, hot stones and the mood of these nights in the midst of the year one tends only to remember but rarely to consciously live through. A bunch of teenagers sitting on the sidewalk, almost motionless, maybe in conversations or just in a shared moment of silence. Wondering, for a split second, how this age felt, cigarettes and cheap wine included. And not putting very much trust in ones own memories right now, in images seen while looking back and things how they actually happened. (A plane descending, a couple of swallows circling high above. Golden leaves, an inbound phone call elsewhere, early dusk just before the streetlights wake. Maybe sometimes abstraction just gets into ones own way, on whichever level that is to happen. Have a calm evening wherever you are.)
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