Some uncounted seconds later. In between meadows and river. That soothing soft feeling of a midsummer evening. People out in the green, on huge blankets. The sound of conversations under a young sickle moon, with at least some of todays heat disappearing in the blue open wide. Music across waves, an airplane turning circles forest to city and back, headlights appearing and fleeing again. Some bats below, and distant fireworks. Somehow detached from time and place and yet somehow easy with both. Have a soft sleep wherever you are.
No sleep so far: A veil of clouds to keep a cluster of stars from the undeserving view. Different proximity similar non-dreams.
📷 lost-in-moments
Finally: Upstairs in sweat. The rooms that have filled like a sponge with the heat of the hours. Opening windows wide, inviting the cool dark in. There's a party in the backyard, like it used to be in most of these days before. The choice of music, in between celebrating life and yearnings of all kind and a subliminal enthusiasm about the miracles found in the distance between here and everywhere else. A journey, every morning anew. Have a joyful night wherever you are.
Very much later again. Recollecting the images of days. Filing what piled up. Leaving a few notes here and there but overally feeling content seeing the structures and colours and lines shape imaginations and memories. An open wide city outside, remainders of sunlight and what seems distant fireworks. Exercises in savouring the short, ephemeral moment. And letting go, at least of a few dangling thoughts. Have a soft night wherever you are.
A lot later again, and still the softness of these weeks' light. Heading for the longest days, being more than ever like detached from actual daytime, lost to inner clock rather than a good emotional understanding of hours and minutes and it could as well be past mental midnight. Staring through dusty windows into the vast endlessness of these skies, waiting for stars and Moon to maybe show up. Maybe. Or for sleep to veil these eyes with dreams for now, whatever is first. Have a calm night wherever you are.