10pm and on. Starting that process once again, facing the late hours again and still not having given up trying. Also, wrestling various unpleasant habits, the feeling of guilt for falling prey to them again and again, and for the weakness to not let go of them once and for alll. Window opened wide, head in the sound of late city traffic and music from the pub and the last commuters returning home, slow, tired. The light in everything, the dark in everything. Have a restful night wherever you are.